REALIZED

i agree what ahh shapo Yi Ling's friend told her.

'' our distance is getting further and further ''

''我们的距离越来越远''

can't you realize, the way you chat with me is so different than last time ?

I REALIZED

can't you realize, we're getting nothing to chat like last time ?

I REALIZED

can't you realize when i asked you twice, you just answered me once ?

I REALIZED

can't you realize that i'm a lil bit annoying this few days ?

I REALIZED

can't you realized that you just reply me one or two words sometime ?

I REALIZED
can't you also realized that there're no more jokes between us ?
I REALIZED

do you ? nahh. you don't. you don't care isn't it ?

I KNOW :)

you ain't like that last time. maybe you've change? or maybe me ?

i don't know. hmm. its okayy. i'll try to use to it. i don't blame on you.

maybe you just don't realize ? haha. i don't mind. *kononnya*

and i feel that it is better to be like that. hehe.

coz this day will come one day. let me use to it first :D

i read through your previous post in FB that my comment also there.

i laughed till i cried. thinking that can we be like last time again ?

i told myself "nahh, impossible. i think too much. hahaha"

i also realize that i was pretending like normal all the way long.

no matter how sad am i, how emo am i, i pretended.

coz i don't want to ruin your mood too. haha.

talk about this, i think there's a little bit too late, right ?

I KNOW AND REALIZE TOO.

appreciate you a lot. really. i do. i really do :))

thanks for giving me all those laughters and happiness :] ♥

just let my sadness fade away naturally. hehe. i'll try to bear with it :)

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stay tuned people !
*peace* :')

p/s : crap a lot today. think too much. haha !
sorry if my post made you angry or unhappy =/
wish you good luck in your life :)) ♥

second updates of the day. haha

i read vynnie's blog. it makes me cry :(

she blogged about her love ones, her father.

i can understands her feeling. i know how she feel.

coz we are the same :) maybe i got no flashback about my dad,

coz he had gone when i was 6 month old.

maybe when people talks about my dad, i got no feeling.

also maybe coz i don't get his love enough for the 6 month.

or maybe a 6 month old baby still don't know what is love ?

i know vynnie will be more sad then me coz she can feel her father's love.

i also know that she just wants a simple life with her warm family.

not like me. haha. but well, i got some advise for vynnie.

hey vynn, i understand how you feel alright ?

i know you love your father more than me.

i know you missed your father and hope he's right by your side.

but what we can do ? we can just pray for him. :)

we have to be though enough so that he could see and relieve.

forget all the past. look forward, okayy ?

let it be the sweetest memory between you and him.

appreciate people in front of you especially who care about you, love you.

spend more time with them. time is precious and it ticks every second.

so cheer up. don't let him see that you're sad coz of him.

he'll sad too. gambateh vynn. i know you can :D ♥

smile like this XDD

p/s : if i say anything wrong don't scold me. :P

*proud* seems like i become a counselor XD

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YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING !

DISAPPOINTED ON YOU !

PLEASE LET ME GIVE UP !

LET GO ME PLEASE.

I DON'T WANNA PUT HOPE ON YOU ANYMORE.

DON'T GIVE ME FAKE HOPE TOO.

SO JUST LET ME GO,

LET IT BECOME MEMORIES.

SWEETEST MEMORY WE'D EVER HAD.

BUT REMEMBER, I'M ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE :')

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one word = complicated :(

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happy happy part 2`:]

hehe. today is mah happy happy day again :)

woke up at 6 something. went cheng beng at 7 something.

i tot today will be going sunway but then my brothers were so tired.

so our plan had been cancel. we we started our ikea at 3pm.

on the way there. i snapped picha in the car XD

p/s : this is what they called as siao zha bor XP

we ate brunch there *breakfast + lunch*

we ate at swedish dish in ikea. cheap and nice. woots.

i wanna eat again next time jekk XP

mah favourite ! :)

then we straight away walk to the curve :]

bought things there. most of them are foods. hahaha.

CHOCOLATE. keke. look what i've bought. :D

the clips is for my friends

choco is to share share

lolipop is for ahh wen as i promised her =]

oh. not to forget ! imma a cam-whore. hee.

snap pictures anytime, anywhere :DD

just a ramdom pictures. teehee.

anytime i feel special or cute, i'll snap snap XD

at borders [ book centre ]

found this ! hehe

curi snap XP

daiso [ everything japanese's ]

look like someone lah.

sape termakan cili die terasa pedas XD

chicken pen. HAHAHAHAHA XD

cute zhu zhu ! ^^

we shop at the curve till 7pm and then went dinner with xiao jiu.

my xiao jiu's son had a fracture at his left hand side.

he fell down from monkey bar at playground.

i saw his bandage was cute and special. so i snap it. hehe.

after our dinner, we went nearby tesco to xiao hua our stomach XP

my brother bought a movie titled `the three idiots`

it is a hindi movie but he say it was funny and meaningless.

suggest you all to see. you might not understand hindi's language.

but you can read its english and malay subtitle.

reached home at almost 10pm like that.

which means we had shopped almost 7hours. woots`

syok but tiring. hehe. after bathe, started to SS =P

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that's it !

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stay tuned ! ^^v

p/s : my pictures all same post XD

picture quality very bad. zz my phone =P

tata !

happy happy`:]

today is mah happy happy day especially at sch.

hehe. mah first two period is english.

teacher is absent but she gave many homeworks. duhh.

then PJ time ! oh yesss. happy moments started here :)

after doing our warming up, we started to do exam.

exam means like sit up, pumping and so on XD

i weighted my weight and it is 51kg. omg T.T

after finishing all the exams, we can play anything. hee.

i chose to play hula hoop as usual play it.

cik ilyanie wants to compete with us.

but sebaliknya she don't know how to play.

HAHAHAHA. i see she do so many type of pattern.

laugh die ! same as chee yen. geh kiang nia jekk XD

after sch, go back home rush like hell coz my bus is st 2pm.

rush till i missed my lunch. kolian daii.

reach jalil stadium at 4 something :D

then sit about 3 trains to KL central.

btw, train doesn't means the KTM lah dong.

might be LRT, ETS, monorail XP

sit another train to Uda Ocean wait mummy fetch us.

eat dinner near mah house at kepong :] yum yum`

gonna wake up at 6 something tomorrow.

going to cheng beng for my father.

then might continue shop at mid valley, sunway, times square, sg.wang.

hehe. don't jeaous me boh ! will buy something for you all XP

for those who're going to LEO club, enjoy ya !

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STAY TUNED ! ^^v

^(00)^

wish you have a goodnight sleep jekk !

insomnia insomnia SHOO SHOO !

remember miss me hor ! =P

mwahx ♥♥