hmmph !

hmmph ! i've being emo for three days !

monday - something happened.

tuesday - i don't know what's going on with me.

wednesday - i can't celebrate mooncake festival like others do !

how about thursday, friday, saturday and sunday ?

arrgh. this is not me. i'm not who i'm ! ><

just like my playlist's song.

everyone is going out to celebrate mooncake festival

BUT

i'm just staying home and rushing my hwrks like an idiot !

yeah. i know. its my fault coz i delayed my hwrk.

even my brother went outstation to celebrate.

my godmother and godfather t0o !

someone invited me to her house play tanglung.

i cant. have to rush with my stupiak hwrk.

i feel like crying when i see people write their status that they're going to celebrate mooncake festival. i'm jealous ! honestly !

i wanna go back to my childhood !

i'll celebrate it with my grandma even there's no one.

at least we light up the candles and play with it.

i still remember. when i was small i played with my relatives.

many types of tanglungs hanging on the tree, swings.

running here and there like nobody business.

i still remember my tanglung was a sailormoon ! :')

ahhhh ~ i missed that moment.

not like me now. i'm home alone in my room !

i celebrated it every year. except this year.

this year sucks. hmmph ! ><

2007 - celebrate with my cousin brother

2008 - celebrate at xing xian's house.

2009 - celebrate at mei kei's house.

2010 - celebrate with my homeworks !

sigh. no one could understand my feeling.

no one ! aiks. nvm. still got many chance.

but i scare i cant celebrate it with my loves one next time. sigh :(

p/s : gotta continue my hwrk ! -.-

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